post-breakup (late night) thoughts // 01:15 AM

so how does one deal with break-ups?
i can’t even handle one properly, and i’m pretty sure i’m doing it wrong.
i am able to forget the minute i step outside my house but when i rest my body against my bed,
everything crashes down.
and when i close my eyes;
my mind roams everywhere, searching for solace. love. warmth. whatever that is.
but only tears will follow. nothing else.


and one day, i believe that i will be content with my own self.
this shall ease off, elisa. 
breathe in, breathe out.