Bukan sebuah rahasia lagi, fakta bahwa aku, sedang improve my mental health. Saya, kawan, lawan; basically anak sanur. In general. Yang overthinking and stressed, like I am. I wouldn't say depressed, because I don't deserve such honor. Those who are truly depressed went through so much more than what we are going through. Abuse, self-harm, etc. But we're not going to talk about that right now. I'm going to post something more subtle, and softcore (not porn). Therefore, saya pun mencoba, untuk cope with reality; which has been posted on October 2015. My sole escape was, and is, music. You see, I like music in general, except for EDM (Electronic Dance Music) because berisik. But as for language, I can listen to anything. When I wasn't as busy as I am now (but still busy), I used to make playlists, tergantung what I feel at that moment. And I'd like to share the hidden, secret playlist I've been keeping for myself, to you all. (As if I have readers, lol) Aku gunain my playlists to bail, wail, and curl into a ball of sadness supaya the sadness will go away (meskipun cuma dikit) and bisa balik ke daily hectic rutinitas I have on the palm of my hands. Well, they help me; and I hope they'll help you too. Here you go: My first playlist, was named "sleepless nights". Well obviously I wasn't sleeping much makanya I made the playlist to let out my fatigue. Even the description sounds depressing. The playlist is in Korean, and filled with Korean music. The thing is, it's not K-pop. In fact, if you search for the translation for the songs in the playlist, they can be pretty depressing. I included a few Epik High's songs there. Oh, and Nell. They make their own songs, and they're poets of the Korean music industry. You should check them out. My favorite album from Nell is Separation Anxiety (even the name sounds poetic!) and Slip Away as for Epik High, it's Shoebox, (e), and Fever's End. Fun fact, I used to think that Slip Away means kepeleset as in jatoh di kamar mandi, but no it actually means dying/die/death. Pretty horrific. Cool. My second playlist, was named "dissolving into nothingness." Aaaand it's as depressing as sleepless nights, in which the difference is located in the language. This one has English, Japanese, and songs with no lyrics. I included Daughter, the band who's notorious for singing sad songs in general and City and Colour, which is practically the same. I also included the amazing, beautiful Norah Jones.
Well, I hope you guys enjoyed the playlists! Release your pain and sadness, it's a normal thing, my friend. Don't keep it to yourself, don't be afraid. Keep track of your mental health, and be safe. Good luck.
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